Hi my lovely journal readers, how are you? ^_^ I'm sorry if I don't write so many journal lately but I'm very busy with a lot of other things (and I'm going to talk of one of them later). I truly want to apologize to everyone of you, my beloved watchers, for not uploading something new lately T_T I'm so sorry... I know that it's important for an artist to be always active but in this last period I feel extremely apathic and tired (maybe a little bit depressed) and not in the mood to communicate with other persons like I always did. For this reason, I'm not able to create anything good. But now, I decided that it's time to awake myself and start again to live. I'm telling you this cause I want to be totally honest and not hide myself behind a finger (like we said in Italy); I'm a real human being and like all the others, I have problems and bad moments but even good and fun moments (like the weekend @ ~EmbryonalBrain's house, I will post the link for the photos at the end of the journal) ^_^ and I don't know why I don't have to share them with you all ^_- Ok, back to the important things, one of the things I'm busy lately is loosing weight. Maybe if you follow me on twitter you already know that but I want to share this thing even here: I truly want to change myself now... and losing weight is for sure, a deep way to love myself. It's not only for the aesthetic but mainly for my health. I don't want to be fat like that for the rest of my life... I want to be different. it's not important If i never be super skinny, I want to lose everything is too much right now. So please send me some snuggles and wish me luck! ^_^ if I know there is someone who cares for me in the world, I will be for sure more motivated and strong!! ^__- (my mum and ~HateKey are helping me a lot too!!). this is one of the projects I have in mind (that it's already started btw XD) but I want to tell you that a new photos is coming really soon and then, for the first time, I will probably use a sort of gore/bloody makeup *_* so stay tuned! oh, another thing: Do you have stories like mine that you want to share?? please tell me them, if you want! this will help me for sure and it's a pleasure knowing something more about everyone of you! ^__^ Ok, for now it's all!! Take care everyone, I love you all!! see yaaa!!

You can find the photos of our trip @ Milano here: [link] there's a lot of stupid faces in them and a lot of tensos *_* if you don't know what a tenso is, read here please: [link] Enjoy it!! XD

Last but not least, I truly want to thank =P3T3R-KURT3N-GROUPI3 for being a constant inspiration. I don't know you, but I'm truly gratefull for everything you teach me everyday. Take care and good luck for the future! ^_^